She chose her words

They were the last ones

She wanted to thank

everyone who made

life possible hitherto

It took many days

Several hours

She re-read the drafts

to edit , as she pasted

a stamp and

googled an address

Suddenly she knew she was

the one who cared

cared so much

It was easy to drop out

To become irrelevant

It was tougher to live

than to love

After all the thank you’s

that did not count

Finally a war inside

Blood on the sheets again

Flowers sprang from

burnt earth

Life had taken over

Taught her life was

valuable not love

Then life smiled…

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